Every parent loves their children and I am no exception. However lately I seem to have a deeper love or perhaps just deeper awareness of the love for my children. God has taught me through Kayla’s temporary condition to see people for who they are, to see deeper beyond the skin, beyond the way we look or dress, or speak.
Being a part time photographer allows me to freeze moments in time, and although these are not particularly pleasant times, I am making a effort to capture what I see because after all this is reality. Last night I wanted to try some new off camera flash techniques and asked Kayla if she would pose for me. She immediately stroke a pose, well more than one for me and my camera. Perhaps I see more on these images because I am attached to photography and more importantly attached to the subjects. Alex reluctantly joined in a few minutes later.
The kind of full time job I have allows me to see my children when they wake up in the morning and see them again when they go to sleep. This is a blessing I do not take for granted. The events that have unfolded in the last couple of months have placed things into perspective, what is important, what is not so important. I pray that God grants me the ability and wisdom to raise my children well, teach them to excel and guide them in Godly ways. I may need to read the book of Proverbs again to re-align my thoughts and soak in the Word to be prepared for the years ahead.
June 19th, 2008 at 11:26 am it’s obvious that they are not looking at the camera,but straight at you. Beautiful pictures, tio.
June 20th, 2008 at 6:42 pm That was beautiful Carlos! Tienes un hermano?
June 21st, 2008 at 3:47 pm These are beautiful pictures, and I really appreciated the blog entry. Well said!
June 22nd, 2008 at 10:45 pm Dear Tito, I think Kayla and Alex are very lucky to have you. You are doing a great job as a father! Mara
July 1st, 2008 at 2:47 pm I’ve heard Y’all will be heading back up for some possible surgery. I hope (I’m sure) everything will go well. I’m looking forward to seeing y’all again. Cheers all the way around! She is one tough ‘lil cookie.
July 8th, 2008 at 7:15 am Carlos, Thank you for sharing your photos. I was touched by your update and although we havent met each other, I am glad to know that you are part of my family. Your perspective on life is something that I wish more people in the world shared. Kayla is very lucky to have you and Linda as parents. Rob
July 8th, 2008 at 9:06 am Carlos, I have been vicariously living your saga since I first heard about it. Being a new parent, I cannot fathom the fear you and your family have experienced and I sincerely admire the strength you have all displayed in these trying times. I want you to know that my thoughts are with you and your family often and that I hope you are able to strike a balance between work and family that keeps you happy. Re-aligning your priorities is a good thing and I am happy to see you finding some positive things in this experience.